Confusion

My heart is breaking inside...
Don't know where to turn -
Don't know what to do.

That which seemed so sure
Has completely turned to goo.

Why did I have to see it?
Why did I have to know?

The possibilities are endless...
Hopefully, my heart can continue to grow.

I know I should be thankful
I should Give it to God, that's true...

But with the possibility looming
That I messed it up for 2...

It's hard for me to be thankful
Yet, it's still hard to cry.

I don't know how to leg go of this -
But, it's worth Everything to try.

Do You hear me, Lord?
Do You know my pain?

Do You know how it hurts me,
To go through this all again?

I know You know what You're doing...
Just, please... Let me know something.

Something that can release...
This pain that's draining my peace.

Please, Lord. Don't let this have been
Without bringing Glory to You.

It's hard to know where You plan to go
And lead me to now... but I shall follow.

Wherever You lead, I shall follow.
Wherever you go, there I shall be.

Lead me, Lord. I am Your servant...
Just please, don't forget me... or Your peace - Please!