My thoughts about the mysteries of God, and poetry I have written, among other things.
Friday, September 7, 2012
It is for Freedom...
It is for Freedom...
The mental scars I have born
The pussing wounds my heart adorned
The worn out mind from thoughts unwanted
Pneumonia that my lungs contracted.
The hurtful things that I've said,
The shameful things that I have done.
The lies, cheating, continuous eating.
Nightmarish media that I've been watching.
The eyes that took it all in -
The mouth that sent it out again.
The heart that dealt with it in-between...
Not to mention the seat of King.
It is all of these and more
That Christ had joyfully endured
On that Cross at Calvary
I can truly say -
...He set me free.
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
Jesus - The Least of These...
I see you everywhere I go.
Tears falling on the Road to the grave.
Hurt and lonely, abused, abandoned.
Nude - no home - no warmth, nor joy.
Your voice cries out - "Save Me!"
Yet... no one hears a sound.
Too taken over with being free of You -
Yet claiming their fealty.
Tears falling on the Road to the grave.
Hurt and lonely, abused, abandoned.
Nude - no home - no warmth, nor joy.
Your voice cries out - "Save Me!"
Yet... no one hears a sound.
Too taken over with being free of You -
Yet claiming their fealty.
Thursday, August 16, 2012
Conversation with the Divine
I lost my will, I can't
fight back
If I do, I'll have a heart
attack.
I don't know where to
turn,
Don't know what to do...
Should I just run myself
through?
Son, you know that's
not right!
You can't do something
without showing a fight!
I sent My beloved Son,
My one and only
To die in your place –
made Him a disgrace,
So you wouldn't have to
face My wrath – happily.
Lord, I know that You love
me so...
But, this problem facing
me is something... out of control.
What can I do to be free
of my pain?
Why can't I start all over
again?
That's what I'm trying
to tell you – it's true.
The fact that He died
makes you something new!
You don't have to fight
the problem,
Don't have to cut, or
bleed...
All I ask is that you
fall on your knees!
But that's so hard... I
don't know if I can...
How can I humble myself
when I'm a man?
How could You ask this of
me?
Isn't this how You made
me? Who I am?
All good and pleasant
things are what I made.
I look at you and know
you're charades -
and yet, I didn't make
you this way.
It's life's trials and
your reactions -
The very thoughts that
you've attracted.
The things you do, the
things you say -
They all play out
ultimately in this way.
So, what You're saying, is
that I'm not who I think I am.
That I'm some kind of man
who was made good – like clam.
But, wait! That Can't be
True! I thought, though I was made in the likeness of You -
I was born into sin, and
so have everything to lose.
That is true, all of it
– truely, I say to you.
However, My Son paid
the price. Gave you good advice.
Said to love me, with
All you are. Then love those around you
Like they're your own
skin – son.
Not only that, but He
is Lord.
I placed Him there of
My own accord.
Nothing can change it,
though you can try.
The only thing that
will happen is you will cry.
The pain that comes
from not listening to Him
Will rip you to shreds,
you'll likely wind up dead.
So what do you decide,
who will you choose?
Follow Him, or lose?
I know you want freedom
-
You've got everything
to lose, anyway.
Why not give it all to
Him, who died for it? It'll be okay.
You'll find that He'll
give you freedom – like none you could imagine.
Along with gifts that
not even Kings could imagine.
Trust Me in this, when
I say – There's No One like Him.
He's The I Am – The
Way.
A Wonderful Mystery
What a Wonderful Mystery -
You are, King of Majesty!
Savior of all,
Creator, Redeemer,
and, Fullfiller of it all!
What a Wonderful Mystery -
That You have chosen me!
Saved me, cleaned me,
clothed me, made me brand new!
All for the sake of You.
I shall follow You all my days,
Learning all Your ways!
Lover of my soul, You cleaned me,
Made me whole.
So now, I'm Your's! I am Your's.
Use me, guide me, then fill me - so I can show more of you.
Now I know my days will be filled with ceaseless praise!
For now I know my King has done everything for me - out of Love.
You're a Wonderful Mystery!
Sunday, May 20, 2012
River of Life -- Holy Spirit
Through this prophetic word, I had a revelation about the River of Life, and Holy Spirit. -- http://www.elijahlist.com/words/display_word.html?ID=11022
Genesis 1:2 -
"Now the earth was formless and empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters.
The Spirit of God was never mentioned again when it came to where it was in creation...
So... It stands to reason that Holy Spirit - The Spirit of God, still covers the area that was being referred to (Law of First Mention).
Genesis 1:6-8 -
"And God said, 'Let there be an expanse between the waters to Separate water from water.' So God made the expanse and separated the water under the expanse from the water above it. And it was so God called the expanse 'sky.' And there was evening, and there was morning - the second day."
Water from water - The Spirit of God rests on the surface of the water's' (PLURAL). In other words, The Spirit of God rests over the surface of both waters. Later, in v. 9-10, God forms land, and seas from the water beneath the sky. However, it is still technically considered part of the 'water beneath the sky' (Law of First Mention).
Therefore, it is safe to say that the Spirit of God rests over all the Earth, simply by reading just the first chapter of Genesis - within the first 10 verses. We don't have to go further in the Bible to find that out, though it is there.
That was all build up for the revelation I had through the prophetic word.
If one could latch on to the truth of those verses, they could - by faith, feel the presence of God at all times, simply be being aware of the truth of them.
I started to as I read the prophetic word, and it literally actually felt like a river covering the entirety of the Earth.
What's interesting was that I began to hear a waterfall... The final outpouring of Holy Spirit is Very Very soon. I could Hear it.
Genesis 1:2 -
"Now the earth was formless and empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters.
The Spirit of God was never mentioned again when it came to where it was in creation...
So... It stands to reason that Holy Spirit - The Spirit of God, still covers the area that was being referred to (Law of First Mention).
Genesis 1:6-8 -
"And God said, 'Let there be an expanse between the waters to Separate water from water.' So God made the expanse and separated the water under the expanse from the water above it. And it was so God called the expanse 'sky.' And there was evening, and there was morning - the second day."
Water from water - The Spirit of God rests on the surface of the water's' (PLURAL). In other words, The Spirit of God rests over the surface of both waters. Later, in v. 9-10, God forms land, and seas from the water beneath the sky. However, it is still technically considered part of the 'water beneath the sky' (Law of First Mention).
Therefore, it is safe to say that the Spirit of God rests over all the Earth, simply by reading just the first chapter of Genesis - within the first 10 verses. We don't have to go further in the Bible to find that out, though it is there.
That was all build up for the revelation I had through the prophetic word.
If one could latch on to the truth of those verses, they could - by faith, feel the presence of God at all times, simply be being aware of the truth of them.
I started to as I read the prophetic word, and it literally actually felt like a river covering the entirety of the Earth.
What's interesting was that I began to hear a waterfall... The final outpouring of Holy Spirit is Very Very soon. I could Hear it.
Monday, April 16, 2012
!!!Battle Cry!!!
Many Christian's don't understand what it means to Be a Christian.
They walk the Earth in search of their own desires and lusts, not realizing that they are right in front of them... if only they'd follow God and His commandments, He would supply their every need - and more! (Mind you, there are only two)
But, no. The entire reason the Earth is the way it is right now is because of the Church; because of this fact, exactly.
The Earth, and all that is in it has been given to the Children of God - Jesus' Bride, as inheritance... but, how often do we use that for His glory? That is what it was given to Her for. Where is the evidence of what Jesus said (Mark 16:15-18) before He left?
I tell you the truth, We are Not, the Church, we are Not the 'calibre' of believers that He was referring to. If we were, that scripture would be already fulfilled and we would have already completed the commission of Matthew 28!
This is not a message to tear down the Church, No! It is a wake-up call! Wake Up, Church!!
Too long we have been comfortable with what we have! We are to Never be comfortable, but Always searching, Always hungry for More of God! The moment the Church loses Her desire for more of God is the moment the fire has died out. Rekindle the fire!
Laodicea, WAKE UP! He Will PUKE you out if you do not return to your First Love!!!
This is not threat, it is a Promise!!
Return to the Lord! Let Him cleanse you, kindle you, set you ablaze for Him!
Too long we have sat on the sidelines and done Nothing! If you will not do anything, He will use those you have rejected! He will turn those rocks you have rejected and use Them to do the work He has called You to do! Indeed, He is already preparing them!
When you turn to God, and change citizenship to the Kingdom of God, you are raising up a battlecry. In that Instant, you have begun war with satan and his fallen angels. The Only way to defeat him is to look to God for Everything. Anything less, and satan has won.
Now, to the youth.
You have No IDEA the power of your voice in this day and age!
You Far outnumber the adults! If they won't do it, STAND AND AND FIGHT FOR WHAT's RIGHT!
God has given you the keys to make the changes that you've been longing to see! It's right there in front of you!
Facebook, Twitter... These things the older generation doesn't even completely comprehend, but you all grew up with it!
How Huge an opportunity! This is Your chance, this is Your time! You are the people who have risen from the ashes, as did the second generation of the Israelite's going into the promised land! Do Not Let This Chance Go By! Raise Your voices, Let them Know what You think! It is your Right as Children of God to do something about the wrongs in this world, to stand for what is right! and, If you're living in the USA, it is your right, and Duty, as a citizen to do something About it!
Stand Up you Sleeping Giant! Stand Up!
You Are the Warriors of God in this Day and Age! He has chosen to use You!
For those who are reading this now, go to God, and ask Him how He can use you Where you Are with What you Have. You would be surprised at what you can do with just a computer and the internet these days. If you're reading this, You've already got that down!
So open your ears to God, allow Him to lead you in what you are to do in standing up against the injustices that adults are letting slide by. Don't let the enemy stand on ground that is Not his! This world belongs to Jesus, and His Bride! Who will stand?! Who will heed the call of the Lord to stand for what's right in a world full of wrong?! Where wrong is right, and right is wrong? STAND UP YOU CHIDREN OF GOD! STAND UP, TIMOTHY! Hear the Heart of the Lord of Hosts!
This is a battle cry. This is my battle cry.
'Let the Horns of the Lord be loosed, let the offensive from Heaven Begin!'
Friday, April 13, 2012
Confusion
My heart is breaking inside...
Don't know where to turn -
Don't know what to do.
That which seemed so sure
Has completely turned to goo.
Why did I have to see it?
Why did I have to know?
The possibilities are endless...
Hopefully, my heart can continue to grow.
I know I should be thankful
I should Give it to God, that's true...
But with the possibility looming
That I messed it up for 2...
It's hard for me to be thankful
Yet, it's still hard to cry.
I don't know how to leg go of this -
But, it's worth Everything to try.
Do You hear me, Lord?
Do You know my pain?
Do You know how it hurts me,
To go through this all again?
I know You know what You're doing...
Just, please... Let me know something.
Something that can release...
This pain that's draining my peace.
Please, Lord. Don't let this have been
Without bringing Glory to You.
It's hard to know where You plan to go
And lead me to now... but I shall follow.
Wherever You lead, I shall follow.
Wherever you go, there I shall be.
Lead me, Lord. I am Your servant...
Just please, don't forget me... or Your peace - Please!
Don't know where to turn -
Don't know what to do.
That which seemed so sure
Has completely turned to goo.
Why did I have to see it?
Why did I have to know?
The possibilities are endless...
Hopefully, my heart can continue to grow.
I know I should be thankful
I should Give it to God, that's true...
But with the possibility looming
That I messed it up for 2...
It's hard for me to be thankful
Yet, it's still hard to cry.
I don't know how to leg go of this -
But, it's worth Everything to try.
Do You hear me, Lord?
Do You know my pain?
Do You know how it hurts me,
To go through this all again?
I know You know what You're doing...
Just, please... Let me know something.
Something that can release...
This pain that's draining my peace.
Please, Lord. Don't let this have been
Without bringing Glory to You.
It's hard to know where You plan to go
And lead me to now... but I shall follow.
Wherever You lead, I shall follow.
Wherever you go, there I shall be.
Lead me, Lord. I am Your servant...
Just please, don't forget me... or Your peace - Please!
Saturday, April 7, 2012
Given Us, Believers in Christ, the Ability...
When Adam and Eve ate the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil, they basically 'flipped' the order of the Earth to opposite of what God made it to be.
When someone prays over/for someone, they normally say, "Body, soul and spirit," the way it's written in the scripture is actually the other way around... "Spirit, soul, and body."
Where is it that we got it that it's body, first? We, as 'human's' - I put quotes around it because through Jesus we are a new creation - allow our flesh (body) to drive what we do, and not our spirit. However, it is from our spirit that God desires us to make our decisions.
The entire reason for the 'work of salvation' is changing our way of thinking from gratifying our flesh/'body', to our spirit that God renewed and remade when we accepted Jesus into our heart.
So... going on. That was all the background for what I Really wanted to say. lol...
The 10 Commandments were given to us as blessings, not as laws. If you look at it through the eyes of the body, they look like impossible laws to abide by. But, if you look at them through your spirit, you will see that God has given you the strength to overcome the flesh (body) and to 'walk in the spirit' - to choose to do what God desires you to do by listening to your spirit, and not your flesh.
So, in effect, God has equipped His people in these ways:
1: To look to only God for our everything.
2: To have a personal relationship with Him.
3: To love and hold God's name in such reverence that you will not use it in any kind of way, except for when talking specifically about/to Him.
4: That there is enough time each week to take an entire day to devote to God. That He will supply all your needs, and help you through whatever needs to be done in perfect timing.
5: To Honor our father and mother in such a way that it would glorify God.
6: To walk in love, and not hate. To hate the act of evil, not the do'er of evil.
7: To walk free of physical lust.
8: That God will provide all our needs according to His riches in Glory.
9: To tell the truth, knowing that the truth will set you free.
10: To walk free of all other kinds of lust.
In return, He gave us two commandments that He requires we obey:
1: Love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul, and strength (again, in order of spirit, soul, and body)
2: To love your neighbor as yourself.
- To take care of your neighbors (anyone around you at any point in the day) as you would yourself. AKA - If they need something, giving it to them without expecting it returned. Money, or any other kind of thing.
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Never Left...
Lift up your head -
come back from the grave.
God's never left your side,
since you went to hide.
Weeping as you fell,
He wanted you to know..
All would be well,
if you took from His Well.
You'd have never ending water-
never thirst, never hunger...
Though, you pushed it aside -
thinking you didn't need it
because of your pride.
Instead, you ran to the spring
full of poison and sting.
Death was your passion,
So... He let you walk all ashen.
Though it hurt Him...
He was crashin'.
He loved you so much,
He'd let you choose - Judge much?
Lift up your head -
Come back from the grave.
He's never left your side,
even when you cried.
Thought the pain was too much -
so you went to others, in a crush.
Crush? Yes, it's true.
You had crush, on them...
Now, it's on you.
Crushing you -
Through and through.
Lift up your head -
Come back from the grave...
The skies weep
as they see your charade...
To lose the pain through someone's help,
You thought you'd give yourself...
But then you realized, it's all a lie
Nothing but poison hid inside pie.
So now your wondering... "How do I escape?"
"How do I get back to God, and my past - erase?"
Lift up your head -
Come back from the grave.
He'll restore your sight,
free your mind -
Clear you of every nightmarish night.
"Listen well to Me!" He cries.
"I love you more than My Life"... and dies.
This is the love of your Maker,
He wants you to know - you're loved.
Give up your worldly passions,
For those from above!
Lift up your head!
Come back from the grave!
He's never left your side.
He's never left your side.
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