Pain and Sorrow...

This pain this hurt is all I feel;
Gnashing jaws of sword and steel.
Clawing at my bones and skin,
Look how much trouble that I'm in.

Unable to heal
From this pain inside.
No matter what I try
Always seems to make me cry.

Burning so terribly hot inside.
I cannot hide from thee.

Darkness of the moon, and fire of the day...
Will it ever go away?

This pain I feel inside,
...hurts me where I cannot hide.
Hitting arteries deep inside me,
Must I flee from that which is me?

How much longer shall I dread,
This pain that's deep inside my head?

Hurting,
Oh, it hurts so badly
Knowing that something may go,
Yet, Wishing so strongly
That it were not so.

Never wanting anything more;
Never thought I'd be at the door.
Wondering... If there was more...

Another chance is all I seek.
Hoping for it in the week.

Living far from that I seek,
Shall it call me out to meet?

Shall I go, or shall I stay?
Only the Lord knows which way.
Please Lord, please don't say,
“You are old, and go away. Come again another day.”

For at that moment, will I cry?
Will I be able to look up at the sky?
See the Heaven's way up high?

Pain, and regrets are all I see.
All of this in front of me.

Nothing can I do,
Nothing can I say,
That will make this nightmare go away.

Please Lord,
Send your grace, send your mercy
Shine your holy light upon me.
I need this, all the above
to free me from the hurts of love.

Please, make it go away,
This pain to never come and stay
Not even for one more day.
This, I solemnly pray.